What I didnt know before I was an anorexic is how incredibly jealous you are, ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
Jealous of everyone who weighs less than you
Everyone who does not have an eating disorder
Everyone who is naturally skinny
Everyone who can eat whatever they want
Everyone who still enjoys food
Everyone who is confident
Everyone who is “better at having an ED”
Everyone who has more self control
Everyone who is happy
Everyone who doesnt binge
Everyone who actually reaches their goal weight
Everyone who recovers
Everyone who lives a normal life
Everyone,
And that is because everyone is better than me.
At everything.
Actually me. I’m so fucking jealous all the time.
I knew shit was too good to be true
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do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.
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i updated my art wall!
Indecisive
- Me: you should do it! You'll be happy! It's a new experience!
- Also me: fuck that, it's a scary world out there.